Sometimes the most trivial things matter the most just cause you care.

"No one can make you  feel
     inferior without your consent."

                                          -Eleanor Roosevelt

excuse me but the world doesn't revolve around you.

I'm sick and tired of everything.

the Baes.

I can't believe my baes came to visit me yesterday.

Seriously the most gam dong thing ever happened this year.

Cause they're always lazy to step out of their house and yet they wanted to come visit me.

So much feels and tears.

And so I welcomed them in my PJs cause I didn't expect them to reach my house THAT fast.

 derps.

Yes I do sit inappropriately whenever I'm around them.

So I wanted to bring them around Sri Petaling to cari makan since Sri Petaling is like full of good shit. HOWEVER. Ever since they demolished the The Store carpark, its just impossible to get a parking space and the road has been turned into a one way road. So it was pretty much hectic and impossible to eat there. So, I brought them to Bangsar.

 At Three Little Pigs & The Big Bad Wolf. Definite recommendation if you like pork.

 I had this twice. Still as good as ever.

Aaaaand we went home. So I was kinda afraid to watch the other American Horror Story since I watched the first season, Murder House. That shit was scaaaaaary. I don't think I even finished the whole season. So since the twins said that AHS: Coven wasn't that scary so I gave it a chance.

 Dis bitch keep on camwhoring with my camera. You have no idea how many she took.

 Super engrossed in watch AHS.

 THIS DERP FACE WAS ON ACCIDENT. I BLINKED WHILE SHE TOOK THIS.

Le jie's fabulus legs.

Then after 2 hours of watching TV shows they had to leave. So we took some polaroids cause I told jie to bring her polaroid camera. Hehehe.

 

 These vampires.

sensitivity.

Its been 4 weeks since Sem 1 started and I seriously can't believe it myself. My modules are getting harder and maths for this semester is just ridiculous? When in my career life am I going to use differentiation? And it takes me A LOT of time to just finish a single accounts question and end up getting everything wrong. Compared to last sem, time is flying by REALLY fast. I saw a random post on Tumblr and it mentioned the word '10 months' and it just hit me real hard to realize that there's 2 months left till a new year is going to start soon. As I'm writing this, I still cannot believe that fact. Maybe its cause college started during May and it feels different from when we start school back in primary and secondary school. I guess time really flies when you're having fun. 

But at the same time, I don't think its that fun at all.

Recently there's just been more and more drama all over the place and I somehow feel that our relationships are all drifting apart. I guess why my aunt said was true after all. Try not to get too attached to friends in university. You'll end up drifting apart anyway. Well I can't say that the drifting apart of relationships are applied completely on me, but at least I'm somehow a part of it? Well I have to say it does feel kinda sad having our distances drifting apart, but I'm glad that at least I'm able to cope with it. I'm not going to mention names here cause who knows that anyone could be reading this right now, but I feel that the people around me needs to change. BIG TIME. Of course I also have my fair share of need of change in attitude/personality/thinking, but all these drama that is whipping up these few days is just ridiculous. Yes, yes we girls are very sensitive, over think all the time, get emotional, frustrated and we tend to have a bad temper, but even as a female bystander's point of view, I sometimes really can't stand what I am seeing anymore. 

Another thing, I think we really need to learn how to just let go of things.

Everything that is going on in your eyes tend to have another reason behind it. You can either leave the situation or accept the facts and just go along with the flow. I know its pretty hard for some people but please, just try. I don't mind how long it takes, just at least open your eyes and realize that some things can't just change with constant "What am I supposed to do?", "but she/he..." etc. Trust me, if you choose to leave the situation and just move on, it'll just make your life SO MUCH BETTER. Until this very day I still can't believe I'd bring up small chats with people whom I knew that once hated me at some point and the ones I once hated so much in my life. I feel so much better to just forget about everything and just look at things positively. So what if someone's trying to leave you or you feel that you are both drifting apart? Is that person hating you to the very bottom her heart? Is she ignoring you like how she ignores others? Does she feel disgusted the moment she sees you? No. She still talks to you. She doesn't avoid you. She still calls you by your nickname. Try to appreciate that you didn't lose a friend. At some point in our lives, some of the people we call friends will become acquaintances, and even acquaintances just become strangers and we forget about them. If you feel left out and yet you don't wanna feel that way, try your best to join them. Stop contradicting yourselves. You're just making yourself sad and frustrated at the same time.

I hope you realize all this.

food adventure #1

A few days ago we decided that we'd all go to Bangsar to try out food that has been talked about on the internet like FOREVER. I've been to Bangsar for all my life, and yet I've never got the chance to go around Telawi Square area. So after 2 classes in the morning, me Evonne and Jas drove off at 1 pm, While Christine, Flo and Emily went to the KTM station cause my car couldn't fit so many people and since Flo has claustrophobia. So when we reached Bangsar in about 45 minutes, it was pretty hard to look for parking spaces at Jalan Telawi so I just ended up parking in Bangsar Village. Then we just headed off to Antipodean to meet up with Flo them all.

So, first impression of Antipodean.

Pretty neat and casual environment, friendly service and I like it that their menu is all written on the wall nice and clearly. So we ordered 4 items in total to share since we planned on eating lots of other stuff around Bangsar. We had Egg's Bennedict w/ bacon, Carbonara Cheese w/ Spinach pasta, a breakfast set and a pancake of some sort.

Next stop, dip n dip.

 This glorious creation.

 Excitement for CHOCOLAAAAAATE.

Again, I still do not understand why does my camera make pictures look so fucking photoshopped. When we got in, it was pretty much nearly full. With our luck, there was the one and only 6 seats left.

Next off we got to Inside Scoop which was a few shops next to dip n dip. The interior is super pretty. When you enter you see tons of polaroids hanging on the wall. Seems like Boey once visited the shop before. His little doodle of his work was hung up amongst the sea of polaroids. On the opposite wall was a whole lot of scribbles and doodles on glass. The moment you step into their shop you can already smell the scent of durian ice cream. HAHAHA. They also have other really special flavours like cendol.

 We got 2 premium flavours. One peanut butter, and the other was something something chocolate. The chocolate one is definitely a must try. It isn't completely sweet, has a hint of cocoa taste since it was made out of 80% pure cocoa. Best way to describe it is that it taste like hot chocolate that is cold.

My face looks humongous and I look like an idiot FML.

Then after that we planned on getting coffee from Coffea Coffee but we thought that it wouldn't hurt to go there a little later. But boy were we wrong, it started raining sigh. So basically we hung out at Inside Scoop for a little more then waited for the rain to calm down a little and yeah basically we were running across roads just to go window shopping for clothes. Everything's so expensive omg. After a few shops, we went to Telawi Square and OMG. I finally get to see number76 in person. The interior is really pretty. I just told myself that I HAD to do something with my hair at number76 at least once in my life. Okay after much running around in the rain it was nearly 6? So we headed off to Bangsar Village to get dinner. We went to Marmalade and the interior was really pretty too.

 Pesto pasta.

 Also beef lasagne and caesar salad? The lasagne was pretty good even though I'm not supposed to eat beef. Oops.

 Social media addicts.

 Interior.

Yeah then we pretty much left Bangsar Village at around 7 and I dropped the 3 of them at the nearest KTM, went through a lot of traffic jam and finally reached back on campus at around 8:30pm.

Then around 10pm-ish Evonne and Jas came over my room again to chit chat and Jas said she was hungry so we cooked instant noodles in my room. FML. And I always keep complaining that I can't lose weight. Then lots of crazy gossip was happening and we ended up sleeping at 1am again. 

I need help.

 Dis bitch took a candid shot of meh.